Sometimes I sit down to write and have no idea where to start. If I could give people only just a glimpse of all that goes through my head in the course of a day, it would blow their minds. Tonight's one of those nights. And the ironic thing is, when I can get my thoughts out and have them make sense, it's such a relief and really clear my head.
I think this is why I'm so bad at trying to pray for long periods of time. I get really sidetracked by all the things going through my head. Usually I have to pray short prayers through out the day. And sometimes I just get frustrated with myself and my inability to express to me Father what I need to say, so I just "remind" Him that He knows the rest, better than I do even, and leave it at that. Sometimes I wonder why He gave me such a crazy mind and heart. I often feel like I'm all over the place. Like right now...
I think this is why I'm so bad at trying to pray for long periods of time. I get really sidetracked by all the things going through my head. Usually I have to pray short prayers through out the day. And sometimes I just get frustrated with myself and my inability to express to me Father what I need to say, so I just "remind" Him that He knows the rest, better than I do even, and leave it at that. Sometimes I wonder why He gave me such a crazy mind and heart. I often feel like I'm all over the place. Like right now...
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