Sometimes I think that my goals and dreams are too big. Like, maybe I've thought up too many things that I want to do in life. The list is definitely growing faster than things are getting crossed off of it. And to be honest, it's a bit discouraging.
Let me be transparent. I love change. I love adventure. I love the unknown. But sometimes, it's overwhelming. Sometimes I get frustrated. I think I know what I want, but then I don't. I think I know where I'm going, but I don't know how to get there. Sometimes constantly moving in different directions gets tiring. Sometimes, more often these days, I'm ready to be done moving. But I don't know what I want. I haven't figured out where I fit. And I will never be content until I do. I can't find any satisfaction by just "living vicariously" through those around me. I will never settle for following the status quo. I refuse to live a mediocre life.
But some days it all seems just out of my reach...
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